It's been a while

So I don't like updating when I have dial-up, and I was too lazy to find some high speed, but now I'm back in school. I have something I need to write and I'm probably am going to start crying in the library, but I don't care.
So two days ago my rat MLE started having seizures. Hobbit was saying brain cancer, a parasite, an infection, or something stuck in her throat. They went on all night and when I checked on her the next day she was weak. I petted her and prayed for her and after work I took her to Caldwell Park. She fell asleep and then got up and ran around. She ran all around me and around a tree and acted just like a regular rat, only she didn't want to get too far away from me. Well I cleaned her cage and gave her a bath because she had blood around her eyes and nose. Later that night I realized she was blind and Hobbit was saying she might regain her vision if it's an infection. This morning I got up early to buy books and when I checked on her, Jessica (my other rat), had pushed bedding up around her and over her head. I touched her sides to check for vital signs, no breathing, no heartbeat. I tried to move her, rigor mortis. Somehow a hand shovel had ended up in my car so I took it and dug a grave in Hobbit's front yard. I buried MLE with some prayers and told Jessica that she would have to stay in the little spare cage until I cleaned the other one. MLE had blood all around her mouth and nose and had left trails of blood in the cage. I told Hobbit I was leaving for school and what had happened and he said he would clean the cage for me. And then I couldn't buy my books because all I have is starter checks and I have been crying on and off all morning.
And then Flower told me that Abagail had gotten into a car accident and ruined her car and has whiplash but still went to French class. And that she was going to take a piece of her car and hold a funeral for it in her backyard, and I broke down crying and told her about MLE. Now Flower is taking me out to breakfast tomorrow and since that is now off my chest I should go do my English reading. I have class in forty-five minutes.